Addictive Contamination
October 10, 2009 I have bravely swallowed the drug. I’ve been with it for almost three months now. And yet I still, sometimes find myself suffocating. I’ve had this unsurmountable 
struggle over my heart twisting my brain when I decided to commit myself to this controversy (according to my friends and acquintances and other moralist pretenders). I have married a decision that made me cheat on where I’ve committed myself first.
I don’t think i should regret the decisions I have made despite the consequences I am now facing. My ‘relationship’ now with my instructor has been getting healthier everytime I am sprinkled by the issues and comments from people around me. Sometimes I would just convince myself that I am really doing the right thing. I don’t want to choose because in the first place, I don’t have to do that. Yet everytime I am witnessing and hearing and feeling the agonized defense of ‘him’ because of my classmates and friends turmoil from his decisions, I am battered. It’s as if I am being caught in the middle of a battlefield wherein all of them are trying to get the opponent killed. Warfare of the dearest poeple to me.
Several instances had gone through and I am being able to widthstand the consequences of this. Even so, I won’t and I’ll never lie to any of the mere product that could posibbly give me comfort in exchange fo my battled principles.
That’s what i thought of before. Before he came into my life. Before he got into my nerves and almost completely making me forget who I really am. #
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Loraine Erne Jimenez is a twenty-year old BS Electronics and Coommunications Student, twisted on interest in poetry, artwork and journalism. She is currently the Editor in Chief of the Spark, Official Student Publication of the College of Engineering, Southern Luzon State University Lucban, Quezon.
Having a background in writing (being the Editor in Chief on her Elementary and High School Publication, she is being able to manage the pressure of the engineering world and circuitry's logic entangled with words' puzzling magic.
She's embossed by solitude most of the times yet acquiring an optimistic aura that gets her into the crowd. Experiencing teenie winnie daydreams even class hours from her should be blamed to her melancholic moods.
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